Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

Well maybe it's me, and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it's you and your sick need, to give love and take it away. And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand. And I'll look back in regret, how I ignored when they said, run as fast as you can. I'm the girl your EX will HATE,the girl your mother will LOVE and the girl you'll want FOREVER
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Adrienne Brigid Cherrie Danielle Elena Frances Gloria Hanna Isla Janessa Katie Liesel Maria Noelle Oceané



“Stand Upp B i t c h.”
August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011

sambutan
Friday, November 12, 2010 || 7:39 AM

Harus larh sensasi Monthlysrry saya bersama Bie.We ate Mr.Rogers chicken for that day.Thanks Bie.One more thing,He gave me black and white frame with our first picture together inside.How sweet =,) Bie,i dont need something BIGG from you if you think that will make me smile and happy.Having you stand still beside me is totally enough.Eeer,gambar bingkai gambar itu,tidak boleh ditayang yaa pembaca.Saya segann. *zZZzz

terbina semula
Tuesday, November 9, 2010 || 8:54 AM

Berjaya dalam mengekalkan hubungan bersama teman zaman berbaju kurung berkain biru.Maaf pembaca,tarikh lupa diingat tetapi aturcara jelas di kotak fikiran.Pesta bontot dan suara bersama kawan kawan dahulu kala,alahaii..Hanya Allah serta individu-individu yang turut bersama tahu kemeriahannya.Bagai dirasuk Jin Kejutan Budaya.Eeer,semua masuk ke dalam ruang karaoke kononya hendak menyanyi mengikut giliran.Biasa lah,bila Melayu bercakap,mesti ada yang terjadi di luar perancangan.Berpesta sakan.Tersangat lah gembira sampai kan saya terpaksa memegang perut untuk sambung berdekah bersama.Terima kasih Kawan-Kawan.Mereka rupanya tetap sama walaupun ada yang makin dekat dengan dunia artis,bijak dengan dunia sosial,pakar tentang hal ehwal jahitan baju.Mereka tetap yang duduk di bangku kayu memegang buku teks sambil menggoyang pensil mekanikal ketika di sekolah bersama saya.

sudah tujuh
|| 8:33 AM

Sudah Tujuh Bulan Muhammad Danial Abu Bakar.10 hari bulan 11 tahun 2010--Genap Tujuh bulan berganding dalam hubungan sebagai kekasih.Puas berpimpin tangan,muak mengadap muka,sudah boleh meneka dimana sorok taik lalat satu sama lain,tidak silu makan dengan lahap dan apa-apa sahaja.Happy Monthlysrry Bie =,)

lemontea
Saturday, November 6, 2010 || 3:09 AM


I'm okay with the way things ended. I told him how much I loved him . I did all I could to make things turn out good but in the end it was out of my hands.. I gave him the ultimatum and he chose the option that resulted in me leaving. It is my fault .I'm going to smile because I'm never going to look back and regret something I did or didn’t do. Any chance I got I did what I thought would bring us closer together. And even when I would have been perfectly justified, I didn’t do anything that would hurt him or cause stress in his life. I waited for as long as I could, longer than any sane person would, put up with more shit than you would have thought a love struck girl would be able to put up with. Apparently in the end it wasn’t enough. And I'm okay with that. I have to believe that things were out of my hands because they just weren’t meant to be. Sucks but it is what it is.

dear DUFFEL
|| 2:28 AM

Dear ALLAH,
Just his smile gives me butterflys.
Just the thought of him makes me smile.
So you could say I don't stop smiling.
He is just so perfect,
He's not the starting quarterback,
he's not the smartest,
he's not the cutest.
But he is young,
loving,
sensable,
and passionate.
THAT is why he is perfect.
We could be perfect.
I could wait,
but I would rather not <3
And just like a roller coaster you kept me waiting for a fall. 

                                                                             Love,
                                                                                     Me

keterangan
Monday, November 1, 2010 || 6:28 PM

Isnin,01-11-2010 --Boleh ditanda pada kalender sebagai Hari Sial.Tidaklah semalang Si Cinderella ataupun seburuk nasib Si Bawang Putih.Maaf pensyarah.Mungkin bersikap tidak sopan atau kurang beradab ketika bersemuka.Jika di situ salahnya,saya turut bergegas ke tingkat atas tetap memegang kertas kerja berniat meminta maaf sekaligus berhasrat diterima kerja yang telat.'Maaf,saya harus bersikap adil.'kata Pensyarah.Baik,jangan dipandang kesalahan orang lain.Kaji kesalahan sendiri.Orang lain tidak akan bangkit mengaku kesalahan dan mengungkap kata maaf.Mungkin saya sepatutnya terus bertanya tentang proses pembikinan kertas kerja atau saya yang segan menelaah bersama.Wajar juga dicop cepat melenting dan itu mengukuhkan kawan yang lain gigil untuk bekerjasama.Benar kata Si Tua,Jangan mengharap pada sekeliling.Bangun dan bergerak ke depan sendiri.Tambahan,saya sekarang lebih cenderung berjalan sendiri sambil dua lobang telinga disumbat alat pendengar,muzik dipasang deras.Gigih.Sampai bila hidup bagai Lembu dicucuk hidung ?Benar,khalayaklah yang akan membantu tika sesat.Itu semua idealogi konon-konon.