Time changes everything, even you and I have changed

Well maybe it's me, and my blind optimism to blame. Or maybe it's you and your sick need, to give love and take it away. And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand. And I'll look back in regret, how I ignored when they said, run as fast as you can. I'm the girl your EX will HATE,the girl your mother will LOVE and the girl you'll want FOREVER
-That's me

The rain, the winter spring has made us fade away


I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

Adrienne Brigid Cherrie Danielle Elena Frances Gloria Hanna Isla Janessa Katie Liesel Maria Noelle Oceané



“Stand Upp B i t c h.”
August 2010 September 2010 October 2010 November 2010 December 2010 January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 July 2011

sorrow
Monday, September 27, 2010 || 7:23 PM

 

SubhanALLAH,kenapa rasa URghh! sangat kehidupan ini.Walaupun saya dikelilingi insan-insan yang menyayangi tapi belum puas untuk merasai kehidupan yang sebenar.Maybe Bie is right, Love Yourself before Love someone.Ramai manusia yang petah berkata tetapi kurang yang mengeluarkan hasil.Parents is busy-ing themselves find money till no time for me.At least come and bring me to lunch or whatever.Its ok,i'm big girl.Big girl learn to survive.I'm spending more time with Bie now.i feel more selesa by sitting on this bed,in front of kipas yang ketot ni.Yahh,rightt.get your own life you big curly hair damnSHIT !

terkejut !
Sunday, September 26, 2010 || 8:41 AM



It supposed to be a wonderful day today.Sunday,26 september 2010 near selekoh dekat Hospital Besar,Melaka we had an accident.Buya drove,beside Bie.Back seat is Me and Sue my collegemate.Halahai,Ya Allah.Tuhan Maha Berkuasa.Nothing happened to us except Buya's car.Depan punya lampu both hancur teruk sangat. --skip about how the accident happened  First time in my entire life involve ini teruk punya accident but fun.Tapi panas juga kene tunggu kerete kebal nak datang tarik pergi bengkel.Sorry mama Buya,they came to fetch me from Asrama Siswi KYMi and i felt guilty.If they dont fetch me and if saya boleh naik bus Patt Hup itu sendiri maybe it won't happened.But it's not my fault juga kot.I don't know Fate.

dont speak
Sunday, September 19, 2010 || 4:39 PM


Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold him when I’m not around,
when I’m much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left him when I found him
And now I wish I’d stayed
Because I’m tired
I’m missing you again Once again
 
    
                                             Sincere,
                                                              ME 

new year vacation plan
Friday, September 17, 2010 || 1:53 PM


 Pompompom ! Yeay,going to Sabah with You.God sake.sabar kejap,duit kene kumpul dulu ok bie ?Simpan duit sara but kene beli converse dulu.Subhanallah punya excited.Nak pegi beach.Boleh bie ?Eerr,tapi boleh macam ini ka bie ?What everrr,we have to go there bie *nada excited

noob =.=
|| 1:22 PM




Sorry bie.18th sept 2010 we had big argument about my bad towards this relation.For me it was big.Sorry sangatsangat.I stress when u marahmarah i bie.Ggrr -- Janji x buat lagi *pegang telinga =(  Tak perlu nak moveonn bagai larh sara.He loves you freakly kowt weyhh.Bolehkah tak ada Muhamad Danial ? 
Memang tak #%@^*&($






inbox me :
               DAB;cred i habis da
                  me;Sorry.nyte Danial
               DAB;Nw u taw an sapa Sara kat mata i ?
                  me;Ur mum larh en ?
               DAB;U taw hw i need you an ?
                         
                        ---skipskipskip
                 
                  me;Sorry.I mmg selalu susah en u.Saving u habis celeb annyvrsry 
                        konon.mntak u mcmmcm.I'm sucks.
               DAB;Stop talking those things ok.I did nuthing for u.Nothing.How i nak stand 
                        without u baby ?I want you.Just you.Can i ?
                  me;Already in your arms bie =,)

|| 2:16 AM


Life's geting bored.Banyak kene fikir.Ggrr -- Kawan-kawan macammacam ragam.Kekasih juga.Mama dengan Baba juga.Ada semuanya tidak bererti bahagia selamanya.Mungkin lah.Bila ada masalh berlumba-lumba datang.Bila goyang kaki,entah.Mungkin lumrah kehidupan dan sebagai manusia yang memerhati,terus kan lah memerhati.Selagi boleh hulurkan tangan dan mengalas beban bersama,teruskan lah.


Perempuan merokok serta melakukan amalan-amalan sosial dipandang serong dan apa-apa sahaja yang lain.Kenapa ? Mungkin sebab manusia itu seorang perempuan,gadis,ataupun wanita.Dari segi pemikiran manusia yang kuno atau kolot,perempuan tempatnya di dapur.berkain batik,berbaju labuh serta berselimpang selendang sambil memegang pisau mengupas bawang.Tidak salah jika individu itu ingin melaku demikian,yang ingin ditulis adalah tidak semestinya wanita bertutup litup itu merupakan wanita semulia Siti Khadijah.Ya,saya tidak bertutup litup.Adakah itu cukup membuktikan saya seorang yang tidak berhati perut dan sebagainya ?Apa yang terjadi kepada mahasiswi-mahasiswi yang belajar di universiti-universiti Islam ?Mengandung,menggugurkan kandungan,malah membuang anak.Renung-renungkanlah -

|| 1:37 AM


Bie,whats happening to this relation ?I thought i'll be your strength and you'll be mine.Anyway,if you're getting sick of this so do i.I cant lend you my ears just to hear you bubbling and insult me again and again.Damn hurt bie.Fighting is stupid bie and i'm not stupid.Maybe i'm dumb but nut stupid in love.Bie,we are being tested everyday but don't let ur tempered control you.I miss you.I miss how you cared for me,how you make my day,how you used to cheer me up,and how you make me feel that you love me.I miss everything that used to be.What happened bie ?


                                  Love,
                                         Me

tenseptembertwothousandten -fifth month
Wednesday, September 8, 2010 || 11:01 PM


Happy fifth Muhamad Danial Abu Bakar.Damnly Miss You.Fucking Love You.God bless US bie.

happy eid muslimin and muslimat
|| 10:42 PM


Muslimin serta Muslimat,hampir sebulan mensucikan diri di bulan Ramadhan yang sememangnya mulia kini,tiba sudah hari bagi seluruh umat Islam di muka bumi yang semakin lapuk ini untuk bergembira bersama yang tersayang.Al-maklumlah,sejajar dengan zaman yang semakin hebat dimonopoli teknologi dan kecanggihan ilmu-ilmu dunia ini kita semakin sibuk mempersiapkan diri dengan pelbagai benda.Masing-masing bertungkus lumus menceriakan diri,keluarga serta teratak mereka.Tidak dilupakan juga,warisan peningalan nenek moyang kita dahulu iaitu,dari segi juadah dan tradisi memohon maaf.Sara Syafiqah di sini,memohon maaf tulus dari hati yang hiba kepada kawan-kawan yang telah banyak membantu serta watak-watak yang terlibat secara langsung dan tidak langsung dalam kehidupan saya yang tidak seberapa ini.Salam Aidifitri.

need !
Wednesday, September 1, 2010 || 8:30 PM

red converse high cut  


Feel like eating something smooth,sweet,melting when i see this on the shop shoes rack or someone sucks wearing this at their feet.nyumnyumnyum ~~  mercy ALLAH ,give me strength to keep my money just for this red.I want this.sangatsangat *

torn
|| 8:11 PM

@%#$*)!

I just bought this already torn jeans.HELL-YEAHH,people stare at my knee while i'm walking or sitting *only at my knee =.=  but i do love this.Bought at rm40 around Bandaraya Melaka

furniture
|| 10:07 AM

sleepingbed.


     
                          My bed on primetime.


pantrytable also a study wood.


Food here,drinks here,facial stuff here,books here,bracelet here,bags also here. -----


minimaggie.

campus life means eat maggie once a week.HAHA,or maybe everyday.

colour kuku
|| 12:55 AM


oh, mercy ALLAH ! I'm finding this nail colour  *grayy  for almost a month.now,i just can lay and watch how weirdo this colour on this kakak nails.One mure thing kakak,your ring is awesome too.


Background Music ;Lilly Ellen-Fuck You
pic details ;UNKNOWN =.=

kekasih 'love symbol'
|| 12:34 AM

'love symbol'
I've known this guy almost a year and we'r together already for four months.Hell yess,he isunfaithful for first but he said he changed and for god sake i was like 'hell-o 'mr,artist' u'are in my butt' and automatic syaitan in me whispering slowly but madly 'hey,mann !whassup with ur biatch ?' *tepukdahi -- syaitan terbang. Too bad,i cant treat him that way and i felt like stars spinning around my head when everybody start bubbling me about him.Ya rytee,he's a BAD man.Come onn guyss,i'm the one sitting holding hands with him not ur grandma or you.you have to deal with it because baba said to me once 'jaga diri elokelok.ikut apa hati rasa.jangan dengar cakap orang' mama interfere while wearing her bra onn 'sara,kamu sudah besar.tahu apa kamu buat.' I'm doing my whatever face.blablabla--Listen girls,love is being bad.because love for me is something that not everyone may feel it like DAMN,I'M IN LOVEEE MANN ! U may said LOVE but u cannot easily feel it. tenapriltwothousandten             -toodles-





Background Music ;Frankie J-More Than Words
Pic details ;Muhammad Danial bn Abu Bakar
Location ;Naif studio